OutKast: Going Into the Tiny Space of the Heart

I, Ghost, and the HE will all be entering a psychiatric/psychological/therapeutic hospital and retreat today if all goes well. I do not wish to celebrate the Near calendar year. Our calendar is fake anyhow. The date has no astrological significance except another mass illusion. Have fun everyone. I'd rather get away for awhile and surround myself, for the first time, with people who experience the same self fragmentation and bi polar issues I constantly deal with.

OutKast, pronounced outcast
Adjective meaning homeless, or unaccepted in society
But let's look deeper than that
Are you an OutKast?

... An OutKast is someone who is not considered to be part of the normal world
He's looked at differently
He's not accepted because of his clothes, his hair
His occupation, his beliefs or his skin color
Now look at yourself, are you an OutKast? I know I am
As a matter of fact, fuck being anythang else
It's only so much time left in this crazy world

I'm an outkast? Are you an outkast?

I will be gone for 5-7 days. I need to l eave the modern world for awhile. After the 21st, it seems that my bi polar problems have reached new extremes. I am reaching mania I have never experienced and then dropping to lows in which I can barely talk or speak. I have read about emotional polarities becoming more pronounced as the struggle to unify Duality into Oneness. This process is overwhelming me. I see the reasoning and the process but the action is ripping the guts out of my insides. But then again, why wouldn't it? Why wouldn't I have a complete emptying of all the bullshit?

I will be back.

Ghost the Architect, the Exposer and the Truth

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