OutKast: Going Into the Tiny Space of the Heart

I, Ghost, and the HE will all be entering a psychiatric/psychological/therapeutic hospital and retreat today if all goes well. I do not wish to celebrate the Near calendar year. Our calendar is fake anyhow. The date has no astrological significance except another mass illusion. Have fun everyone. I'd rather get away for awhile and surround myself, for the first time, with people who experience the same self fragmentation and bi polar issues I constantly deal with.

OutKast, pronounced outcast
Adjective meaning homeless, or unaccepted in society
But let's look deeper than that
Are you an OutKast?

... An OutKast is someone who is not considered to be part of the normal world
He's looked at differently
He's not accepted because of his clothes, his hair
His occupation, his beliefs or his skin color
Now look at yourself, are you an OutKast? I know I am
As a matter of fact, fuck being anythang else
It's only so much time left in this crazy world

I'm an outkast? Are you an outkast?

I will be gone for 5-7 days. I need to l eave the modern world for awhile. After the 21st, it seems that my bi polar problems have reached new extremes. I am reaching mania I have never experienced and then dropping to lows in which I can barely talk or speak. I have read about emotional polarities becoming more pronounced as the struggle to unify Duality into Oneness. This process is overwhelming me. I see the reasoning and the process but the action is ripping the guts out of my insides. But then again, why wouldn't it? Why wouldn't I have a complete emptying of all the bullshit?

I will be back.

Ghost the Architect, the Exposer and the Truth

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PLANETARY ASCENSION 2013

I'm a soul in wonder - Van Morrison

I'm just WILD about it, I cant live without it - Van Morrison

INARTICULATE SPEECH OF THE HEART - VAN MORRISON

We must all be souls in wonder. We must all reach the sacred or tiny space of the heart. We must imagine and join in planetary ascension.


                                                  

Doctor please! Don't let anyone see me like this!

He struggled dealing with the futility of writing about such an intangible topic. The missing practicality which writing about the Ascension exemplifies wrought his confidence.He always had intuitively experienced a sensation which led him to believe in the larger, mystical operations behind the material scene. Yet in such a melancholic Capricorn thought environment, feelings of doubt and failure creep in on such a big and exotic risk. After all, wasting time is one of the worst risks to take.Why not switch to something else? His heart, however, swelled to explore and communicate the love with the grandeur of the universe and the great wheels of time.

Ghost the Architect, The Exposer of Shadow, was imagined and thus real by A, subtlety entering his consciousness and thus altering his perception. The illusion fell. The Architect organically enacted the processes which followed; training in emotional resolve, cognitive exploration and finally spiritual strength. He began to immerse A in all three at once, creating fully realized extremities for A to exist in, fragmented yet interconnected. The core message: if you continue to want something in the face of death; if you cannot simply say I am content to leave, you cannot ascend.


AS for me, I am simply an observer. I relay in a objective reflection which can only transmute the truth and motion of the reality behind the story. A and Ghost have become so intertwined who knows who they are at a given moment. I can hardly tell them apart myself from time to time.

Thundercat - Is This Love?

Ascension Reassessment

Ghost and I are ready to get down some initial thoughts stemming from Dec. 21st, 2012. Gronos is still silent but in good time. Ibiza, etc...

As for the reality of the situation, the practical acknowledgements, our month and a half journey into the sacred date was less than stellar. I and Ghost had a marked increase in meditation at times yet fragmentation between my body, mind and spirit was also present. I felt as if one of the three was usually pulling the other two, with one drastically trailing on the end.

An event in my life which does not need to be discussed recently had a jarring effect on each of the three trinity components. The variable disharmony between the three was tiring, as I was pulled in three directions rather than simply two. The sometimes distressing but mostly strengthening event of being torn in three directions at varying strengths came with the need to face the hurt of the past and the uncertainty of the future. I focused an extreme amount of energy on resolving these issues but inevitably pushed too hard at points, sabotaging my hopes.

Slowly the rhythm of life returned to my feet and heart and I made the final steps to move on from what I was all as December 21st was days away, if not on that day. My social and home life remained rather static throughout the last six weeks. I am gladly unemployed, even overjoyed and count my blessings under a new light. Naturally following a preference with refined, minimalist philosophy towards life's problem and life's creative environment, I quit my last job. Forcing myself to begin the process of deconstruction once again, I no longer wanted even the ability to want.

After a spiritual journey which truly began at age 17, I stand days after the 21st and fully realize the work I have done but also work I must still do. I was not prepard to  tap into the energy of the source at the time. But that is how a journey runs sometimes...

Kuru/Speak Like a Child - Jaco Pastorius

The Aftermath: Feminine Consciousness, Synchronicity, Planetary Ascension and One Momentous Rhetorical Journey

The Ghost has made the beginning steps of the Ascent ascent after the great turn (December 21st, 2012, his own term) with the tempo and and feeling of unknown grandeur that lie ahead within Hovhannas' The Myserious Mountain . He has reached the moment when the energies and attributes of the feminine consciousness will be perfectly aligned with the progression of his spiritual journey.

Each person has their own symbolic moment which aligns with Dec. 21st, the relationship dependent on how the situation is interpreted. The event first has a minor and major symbolic component while allowing us to respond to the date in more planetary momentum/quantum consciousness link up. The minor symbolic component is the significance the date gives to each of our own current spiritual progression (or indirectly causing a huge population to consider the threat of apocalypse as a time to revisit spirituality). I link the importance of feminine resolve to an earlier time in my spiritual progression, now layered with the echo of that importance turned experience and wisdom. The major component is the planetary consciousness synchronization, with the symbolic nature of the thought itself being manifested infinitely and causing the long count calender to reset. He of course knows that good things come to those who wait. The quietness of the event suits his original opinion: societal conditions would cause the information to be manipulated and used as a source of fear. This very fear, however, has caused a unifying effect even if the mass census remains that the date was a hoax.

The beginning of Synchronicity/Oneness should theoretically occur by using consciousness consciously but also seemingly innocuously. Although the race can and has reached exponential speed within certain activities, we can be certain that spiritually this has not be so. Now humanity may harness the momentum and begin to move with that pace, one which obviously must begin with gradual grace. Drunvalo reminded us in his Galactic Message on Dec. 21, 2012 the "end of time date" window began in Oct. 2007 and could last until 2016. If true, the claims made by Pane Andov regarding the short amount of time on Earth before the galaxy's physical structure itself is about to change geometrically. If a supposed event does in fact happen from now until 2016, the 2012 date's significance is obvious: the chance of planetary ascension  would be given for a window at the end of which the physical Earth would wipe the slate clean for the new set of cycles to create and destroy. The reason the window began before 2012 is due to the possibility the human race could have destroyed itself before ascension even mentioned. If only more of us understood the use of astrology and it's power to understand unique combinations of energy while giving us direction as how to proceed under galactic positional influence, we may have reached planetary ascension already.

The Architect is ready to be taken back to the Mother. His soul is scarred from male corruption and the memory of my male ancestors. I am ready to assume a background role and observe the movement I will see. He became instantly ghosted and thus Ghost the Architect when he reached the observer position years ago. I am ready for the calm which will prevail as we HAVE made the great turn has occurred; we are not to fear. 

I look around now and, among many things, observe the way in which my interaction with women is changing and any new or more pronounced energy I feel being given off. Ghost and He have spent time wandering the space of  wonder how the reversal will take place. Will men put the race in such a bleak position where women have no choice, most men at least mentally devastated from the result of some imaginary event? Will the shift be a process in which I cannot imagine how it's effect will produce the new texture of Earth and it's social layout? Will the call to power for feminine consciousness be the catalyst for planetary ascension? If so, will providing abundant energy unhindered by sexist leftovers for our gender division and thus humanity to heal from a heavily wounded state or even-more so by also synthesizing their right brain activity to the technocratic-ly refined world?

We are shifting realities at quantum speed. There is no rush.

GHOST Stint #4035 Art:Ascension

A party scene, a bar scene, a basement scene. The concrete content of these situations is irrelevant. You could (and I'm guessing you must have...) frequent the same archetypal  situations and through cultural constructs and meaning arrive at a perception which is more or less in line of what I begin to think (habits...) before REASON reverses and DENIES ITSELF AS AN END but instead an illumination of the Other. But the speed of observation, the beautiful mania self induced by the grandeur one can feel from intellectual euphoria, the questioning of personal and cultural progression and momentum, et. All while relishing the induced Elysian visions of a man's spiritual being beginning to realize and flow through dimensions which allow each to create our own realms influenced by love or hate, as we all are rushing towards oneness. These altered states, in all their qualitative and quantitative combinations, provide the ability to enter to void which exists behind the ultra-masculine and ultra-omnipotent power of the left sided brain. The consensus between I and Gronos has always been any altered state is worthy if the initiator/participator enacts no substantial harm to him or herself (if the worry is nausea and vomiting, you can see how we will willingly risk it).  I was told last night to dial Gronos' phone like I did yesterday morning by which texting him "channeling my energies to wake you up" every five minutes did in fact wake the Messenger, a dreamer with monstrous depth and acuity. Two hours until.

ON the other hand, Welcome to the lush lounge of infinity, the crystalline structure of spiritual abstraction, (abstractions in the process of becoming concrete...) the palace of love and light in which ethereal rapture allows the blissful careening of spirit, continuing the hybridization of Our voice. GHOST i.e. Ghost the Architect, the Exposer, the Truth with the surrounding/inseminating essence of Gronos the Messenger (soon to release his buoyancy and fiery light from within) surround you as the beckoning light provides warmth and love throughout. No history of GHOST or Gronos is necessary as the intuitive recognition of our ageless spiritual journey grows, we have no answers as we continue to plunge further and rise again. The past is only a piece of the whole reality; past, present, future = singular point in time and space i.e not linear but cyclical. With every experience we share with you, in the darkest depths of the communicative void lies a shining light which will unveil the subtleties and nuances of our true existence. We hope.

ALTHOUGH we must now lead with contradiction, the lounge is a place where contradiction will no longer be necessary as a tool for ascensional progress within time. The prospect of illumination through duality is at it's pinnacle, all past knowledge culminating into the full realize of duality and all of it's consequential concerns. Just as a cycle of One led to the division of itself i.e. the beginning of I and the Other, the division will lead us back to the heaven of Oneness. Both within ourselves and among us all, the separation will slowly vanish (with diligence) and once again re-birth the Unity consciousness.

REALIZE you have always already existed as the amalgamation of all that has come down with humanity through the spiral of time, as there is never the possibility of a purely actual and concise "I" for us to operate with. The fragmented reality which emanates from a simple look at the qualities of duality verifies the previous claim. "I" is merely an exaggeration of the ever and now over-growing ego, a product of the momentum trailing the end of the masculine dominated cyclical moment as the gender time cycle reaches it's reset and ultimate renewal of Beginning. The benefits of cyclical movement display themselves here, however, as the ego led humanity to realize the potentiality of pride and the refusal to self-sacrifice (Ayn Rand was a woman... Einhorn, Finkel. Finkel, Einhorn. EINHORN IS FINKEL!) Don't envision my language or voice as a vehicle for transporting meaning of my own but instead understand the production of text as the vibrant fusion of all voice within an already materially finalized "creation." Instead, we must discern and reinherit Our one vibrational life, Our Oneness.

ODDLY enough, even readers of early-modern literature had the general ignorance to attempt the stratification of singular meaning due to our mind's insistence on finding only our self reflection up until the 19th century. Art & critical theory then produced an environment in which artistic endeavors were pushed to match the multiplicity of the modern world within realism genres. After exploring the nature of multiplicity based narrative, the journey led to what the Ghost would consider a spiritual awaking within the art world: literay representation of the world as a singular, circular multiplicity. 

I WILL allow you to keep "me" in focus, or at least the usual form of focus, until "I" feel otherwise. But then again, the vision of MY reality I long to release is the furthest world from what you will perceive. To make clear my initial groundwork which is textured and layered with the lost names and remembered fragments of critical theory , the perception of fear regarding the Other ("every thing" outside of "me" "you""us") is what sustains the false a priori that we are each autonomous beings. The artistic and lingual blend promotes only a reverberation of that narrow thing you call "I" or your self in the text, a self who see's it's true ethereal character instead a fleshy automaton with a feedback system. Instead of a free flowing, light, airy, and tenuous reality, the dense systematic and logical oppression from our material left-brained perception created the isolation which we are now remembering to forget.  The "I" that slips into the infinite pool of humanity within art so often finds only what "I" has already previous thought of it self. Due to the general worldwide existential bent, our mind and bodies are in disunity with each other but also the most important and not so coincidentally forgotten component of a wonderful trinity, the SPIRIT (both our own spirituality and a true global spirituality).

SO while I call you selfish and ignorant for ignoring the me I intensely manipulate to edge yet allow to dissipate so seamlessly, you still must deal with contradiction and embrace it's lessons which allow you to accept duality and more importantly accept the Other as an integral part of your own self. Without contradiction we cannot understand the need for balance. Without contradiction we cannot understand the need for a unified consciousness; a controlled wonderland in which conscious quantum creation only continues our ascension.


And thus the drop into the rabbit hole begins....

If you want to find out whats behind these cold eyes you'll just have to claw away and see through the disguise - Roger Waters

     

Ascension

Ghost the Architect (Truth, Exposer) and Gronos the Messenger begin the new year with security and warmth as humanity continues it's journey inward. We welcome the natural shift back to the exploration for self-love and ultimately, a self-love for humanity in it's singularity. We walk into the womb of Mother Earth, a womb fused with the energy of Father Sky. The mind's subversive qualities, natural in such a late stage of the concentrated masculine gender time cycle, will now fade as light and love lift us from the constraints of popular dogmatism surrounding logic and structure. We are slowly remembering the radiant abundance we once knew, before the fall of man.

"At night we rest and go to sleep, In haunts of ancient peace." - Van Morrison 

 --The ancient peace will no longer remain ancient to us. We are waking up.