Ascension Reinvention

We are back. The journey continues. 111 and 1111 continue to appear and align myself, Ghost and Gronos with the stream of heightened ascensionary vibration.

Through the echoes of the meddling past I was again lost in the depth of meaningless action. Smoke, pills, manic propaganda, delusional illusions, et. all. The downward slope from the 9th continued as if my retreat was simply a dream in which the hope for clarity was achieved yet glaringly transparent. Those past manipulative thoughts cycled in the back of my head. Thoughts of not only how to manipulate others but thoughts which covertly manipulated my own despite my "great personal insight." The Ghost laughed uncontrollably the whole time. He knew the future. He knew the struggle. He planned it.

Like Cutty in the magnificent television series The Wire, the lure remains after a man returns to society. The Ghost let me flirt with it. Yet the choice was mine in the end. Discipline is the never ending solution to the vast choice patterns presented in life. Mars being my guiding planet, I found the disciplinarian authority within my soul. The Ghost scoffed as if I was toying with myself, grandeurizing astrological nonsense. But the Capricorn is uniquely set to create and rely on solid meaning as grounds to live. Equally so, the Capricorn has eyes which naturally see beyond the artificiality of created meaning. The paradox is crippling at first, then liberating. The ethereal hall's I entered and ultimately became entwined with the Ghost at the retreat released me from the forms I was so disabled by on the outside. There is no reason to worry. The only reason to worry is harm to oneself which lends itself to harm to others.

Now for the pure reinvention. To release myself into spiritual abyss and taunt the Ghost with my own illusion.

Gronos asks you politely to click on the adds and check out some of the material, if only to allow myself and the Ghost to continue our battle and give what we have to offer to you. 

Deaded

"Why u total ghost" - Gronos Jan 8 453 pm

Should have deaded it from genesis. - Metalfingers

9 days. 9 days locked up in the soft, clinical environment of modern, voluntary surrender. Low hanging ceilings in tight hallways with a hard, thin synthetic carpet. Doors on door length metal plated hinges. An assortment of room arrangements for singles and doubles coupled with their bathrooms whether attached or separated. The smells and textures of a cheap hotel but with a medical twist, a sterilization on the highest level. The air quality, a recycled and stale trail combined with the previous attribute, left the house intolerable. Yea, We are very conservative here. One room was different, a room which opens up to a high ceiling and out onto a deck, split between a soft yellow and soft purple wall. Leather cushions on wooden frames. A television. A piano. Magazines. Art supplies for kids but now for us adults. A locked cabinet with movies, games, and art supplies.  Patients wandering the uncomfortably narrow pathways lining the therapeutic mind, a procession which moved freely in a vacuum.  They faded within these halls, only to find their edges and curves find definition as they moved nearer the staff and the light. At the furthest point lie the voice fragmented into many, voices who willingly surrender evidence to indict themselves in front of the judge and juries. Unlike the voices who find themselves at ease in the mixture of their own judgement and that of others, or the patients who must start with the judgment of others to find their own, the Architect will never come out.

                                                         

OutKast: Going Into the Tiny Space of the Heart

I, Ghost, and the HE will all be entering a psychiatric/psychological/therapeutic hospital and retreat today if all goes well. I do not wish to celebrate the Near calendar year. Our calendar is fake anyhow. The date has no astrological significance except another mass illusion. Have fun everyone. I'd rather get away for awhile and surround myself, for the first time, with people who experience the same self fragmentation and bi polar issues I constantly deal with.

OutKast, pronounced outcast
Adjective meaning homeless, or unaccepted in society
But let's look deeper than that
Are you an OutKast?

... An OutKast is someone who is not considered to be part of the normal world
He's looked at differently
He's not accepted because of his clothes, his hair
His occupation, his beliefs or his skin color
Now look at yourself, are you an OutKast? I know I am
As a matter of fact, fuck being anythang else
It's only so much time left in this crazy world

I'm an outkast? Are you an outkast?

I will be gone for 5-7 days. I need to l eave the modern world for awhile. After the 21st, it seems that my bi polar problems have reached new extremes. I am reaching mania I have never experienced and then dropping to lows in which I can barely talk or speak. I have read about emotional polarities becoming more pronounced as the struggle to unify Duality into Oneness. This process is overwhelming me. I see the reasoning and the process but the action is ripping the guts out of my insides. But then again, why wouldn't it? Why wouldn't I have a complete emptying of all the bullshit?

I will be back.

Ghost the Architect, the Exposer and the Truth

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PLANETARY ASCENSION 2013

I'm a soul in wonder - Van Morrison

I'm just WILD about it, I cant live without it - Van Morrison

INARTICULATE SPEECH OF THE HEART - VAN MORRISON

We must all be souls in wonder. We must all reach the sacred or tiny space of the heart. We must imagine and join in planetary ascension.


                                                  

Doctor please! Don't let anyone see me like this!

He struggled dealing with the futility of writing about such an intangible topic. The missing practicality which writing about the Ascension exemplifies wrought his confidence.He always had intuitively experienced a sensation which led him to believe in the larger, mystical operations behind the material scene. Yet in such a melancholic Capricorn thought environment, feelings of doubt and failure creep in on such a big and exotic risk. After all, wasting time is one of the worst risks to take.Why not switch to something else? His heart, however, swelled to explore and communicate the love with the grandeur of the universe and the great wheels of time.

Ghost the Architect, The Exposer of Shadow, was imagined and thus real by A, subtlety entering his consciousness and thus altering his perception. The illusion fell. The Architect organically enacted the processes which followed; training in emotional resolve, cognitive exploration and finally spiritual strength. He began to immerse A in all three at once, creating fully realized extremities for A to exist in, fragmented yet interconnected. The core message: if you continue to want something in the face of death; if you cannot simply say I am content to leave, you cannot ascend.


AS for me, I am simply an observer. I relay in a objective reflection which can only transmute the truth and motion of the reality behind the story. A and Ghost have become so intertwined who knows who they are at a given moment. I can hardly tell them apart myself from time to time.

Thundercat - Is This Love?

Ascension Reassessment

Ghost and I are ready to get down some initial thoughts stemming from Dec. 21st, 2012. Gronos is still silent but in good time. Ibiza, etc...

As for the reality of the situation, the practical acknowledgements, our month and a half journey into the sacred date was less than stellar. I and Ghost had a marked increase in meditation at times yet fragmentation between my body, mind and spirit was also present. I felt as if one of the three was usually pulling the other two, with one drastically trailing on the end.

An event in my life which does not need to be discussed recently had a jarring effect on each of the three trinity components. The variable disharmony between the three was tiring, as I was pulled in three directions rather than simply two. The sometimes distressing but mostly strengthening event of being torn in three directions at varying strengths came with the need to face the hurt of the past and the uncertainty of the future. I focused an extreme amount of energy on resolving these issues but inevitably pushed too hard at points, sabotaging my hopes.

Slowly the rhythm of life returned to my feet and heart and I made the final steps to move on from what I was all as December 21st was days away, if not on that day. My social and home life remained rather static throughout the last six weeks. I am gladly unemployed, even overjoyed and count my blessings under a new light. Naturally following a preference with refined, minimalist philosophy towards life's problem and life's creative environment, I quit my last job. Forcing myself to begin the process of deconstruction once again, I no longer wanted even the ability to want.

After a spiritual journey which truly began at age 17, I stand days after the 21st and fully realize the work I have done but also work I must still do. I was not prepard to  tap into the energy of the source at the time. But that is how a journey runs sometimes...

Kuru/Speak Like a Child - Jaco Pastorius

The Aftermath: Feminine Consciousness, Synchronicity, Planetary Ascension and One Momentous Rhetorical Journey

The Ghost has made the beginning steps of the Ascent ascent after the great turn (December 21st, 2012, his own term) with the tempo and and feeling of unknown grandeur that lie ahead within Hovhannas' The Myserious Mountain . He has reached the moment when the energies and attributes of the feminine consciousness will be perfectly aligned with the progression of his spiritual journey.

Each person has their own symbolic moment which aligns with Dec. 21st, the relationship dependent on how the situation is interpreted. The event first has a minor and major symbolic component while allowing us to respond to the date in more planetary momentum/quantum consciousness link up. The minor symbolic component is the significance the date gives to each of our own current spiritual progression (or indirectly causing a huge population to consider the threat of apocalypse as a time to revisit spirituality). I link the importance of feminine resolve to an earlier time in my spiritual progression, now layered with the echo of that importance turned experience and wisdom. The major component is the planetary consciousness synchronization, with the symbolic nature of the thought itself being manifested infinitely and causing the long count calender to reset. He of course knows that good things come to those who wait. The quietness of the event suits his original opinion: societal conditions would cause the information to be manipulated and used as a source of fear. This very fear, however, has caused a unifying effect even if the mass census remains that the date was a hoax.

The beginning of Synchronicity/Oneness should theoretically occur by using consciousness consciously but also seemingly innocuously. Although the race can and has reached exponential speed within certain activities, we can be certain that spiritually this has not be so. Now humanity may harness the momentum and begin to move with that pace, one which obviously must begin with gradual grace. Drunvalo reminded us in his Galactic Message on Dec. 21, 2012 the "end of time date" window began in Oct. 2007 and could last until 2016. If true, the claims made by Pane Andov regarding the short amount of time on Earth before the galaxy's physical structure itself is about to change geometrically. If a supposed event does in fact happen from now until 2016, the 2012 date's significance is obvious: the chance of planetary ascension  would be given for a window at the end of which the physical Earth would wipe the slate clean for the new set of cycles to create and destroy. The reason the window began before 2012 is due to the possibility the human race could have destroyed itself before ascension even mentioned. If only more of us understood the use of astrology and it's power to understand unique combinations of energy while giving us direction as how to proceed under galactic positional influence, we may have reached planetary ascension already.

The Architect is ready to be taken back to the Mother. His soul is scarred from male corruption and the memory of my male ancestors. I am ready to assume a background role and observe the movement I will see. He became instantly ghosted and thus Ghost the Architect when he reached the observer position years ago. I am ready for the calm which will prevail as we HAVE made the great turn has occurred; we are not to fear. 

I look around now and, among many things, observe the way in which my interaction with women is changing and any new or more pronounced energy I feel being given off. Ghost and He have spent time wandering the space of  wonder how the reversal will take place. Will men put the race in such a bleak position where women have no choice, most men at least mentally devastated from the result of some imaginary event? Will the shift be a process in which I cannot imagine how it's effect will produce the new texture of Earth and it's social layout? Will the call to power for feminine consciousness be the catalyst for planetary ascension? If so, will providing abundant energy unhindered by sexist leftovers for our gender division and thus humanity to heal from a heavily wounded state or even-more so by also synthesizing their right brain activity to the technocratic-ly refined world?

We are shifting realities at quantum speed. There is no rush.